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Mental Backroads

by Vikki Gilmore

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1.
if the days keep going by and you feel scared and lonely would you cry out for the night because I'd stay awake until the morning breaks in bright and early and hold you till you feel alright if tomorrow you no longer feel so scared and lonely no longer crying for the night I'll still stay awake until the morning breaks in bright and early at least I'll know that you're alright
2.
We were driving down the highway Down the boulevard Didn't realize that my way wouldn't get us very far Now the dashboard says we're empty Running on low I didn't know I didn't know Now the days are getting lonely Nights are getting cold Didn't realize it's only what we're never told When the dashboard says we're empty Running on low We never know I hope it opens up for you I hope it opens all the roads I hope it's not the same it was When I didn't know When I didn't know When I didn't know When I didn't know When I didn't know When you're driving down the highway Down the boulevard Do you realize that my way Won't get you very far When the dashboard says you're empty Running on low Now that you know Now that you know I hope it opens up for you I hope it opens all the roads I hope it's not the same it was When I didn't know When I didn't know When I didn't know When I didn't know
3.
I don't like what you do to me you hold tight when I fall asleep I get angry I keep everything to myself but I'm the reason I'm in this hell I get angry why does it feel like the mirror is talking why does it feel like I'm not alone why does it feel like I'm in better company when it's only me up on my gravestone I like to hold onto what I know but it feels I'm more lost the more I grow I need patience someone once told me to take my time but it feels I've wasted it on my prime I need patience why does it feel like the mirror is talking why does it feel like I'm not alone why does it feel like I'm in better company when it's only me up on my gravestone why does it feel like the mirror is talking why does it feel like I'm not alone why does it feel like I'm in better company when it's only me up on my gravestone (x2) it's only me up on my gravestone (x2)
4.
Stranded 03:33
I've been holding on too hard we've been going at this fast It's been roaming on the edge of something that won't last maybe this could be the end maybe we could start again I've been roaming on the edge of something from my past and I don't wanna be stranded I don't wanna be what you need so tell me where your heart is gonna go tell me where your heart is gonna go 'cause I don't wanna lose it I don't wanna lose it ain't this how the story goes picture's perfect till it shows are we roaming off the edge of something steadfast and I don't wanna be stranded I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be stranded I don't wanna be what you need tell me where your heart is gonna go (repeat)
5.
if I called you in the morning to say that I've been mourning what we had If I called you in the evening to say that I've been grieving would you be sad If I wrote you to say it's been a while would you answer and send it with a smile I'll never know if it got lost among the mail or if it sailed across the sea to be with me if I walked up to your door steps with my dreams and all my regrets would you be glad If I caught another red eye it would mean another goodbye would you be sad if I wrote you to say it's been a while would you answer and send it with a smile I'll never know if it got lost among the mail or if it sailed across the sea to be with me if I wrote you to say it's been a while would you answer and send it with a smile I'll never know if it got lost among the mail or if it sailed across the sea to be with me I'll never know if it got lost among the mail it never sailed across the sea to be with me
6.
Close the door you open it Wait a minute I'm holding it I wish I knew that moments were true When they fall in your lap And have nothing to prove Wait a while here with me I'm talking fast you're fast asleep I wish I had more time to react But love hits you hard And love hits you bad I'm over the moon But I wish I knew Who I should've been with you I should've been with you I should've been with you I should've been with you Maybe now maybe here I focus in you disappear I wish I were more down to earth But my head's in the clouds Your death since my birth I see the world feel the ground It hardly moves it barely sounds I wish I knew round these mental backroads But it's nice to be found It's nice to be shown I'm over the moon But I wish I knew Who I could've been with you I could've been with you I could've been with you I could've been with you I'd like to think you'd be proud I made it through stood in the crowd I wish that you could see me today But I think you knew that I'd be okay I'm over the moon But I wish I knew Who I would've been with you I would've been with you
7.
I've never wandered away this far I've never known which way to go I've only known how to find where you are I've only known how to find where you go As long as I am fine pretending No one knows at all That I walk only with the shadows of you But I fight alone So I'll rise higher than the sky above you I'll claim my throne As all the dawns of the days pass by As all the eves of the nights roll in Watch as the darkness comes alive Watch as it seeps beneath your skin As long as I am fine pretending No one knows at all That I walk only with the shadows of you But I fight alone So I'll rise higher than the sky above you I'll claim my throne I walk only with the shadows of you But I fight alone So I'll rise higher than the sky above you I'll claim my throne
8.
I rode down the water to your road I held down the water till it flowed told you not to let it crack told you not to turn your back on you (x2) I held down the flood until it roared ran right through the front gate and your door told your breath to hold right on told your mind to carry on for you (x2) take me to the moon where it's not heavy on your back let your shoulders down they're not under close range attack look down on the world at all the pieces in the black in you hold onto yourself and don't let go lost inside your mind is all you know close your eyes count back from five it's alright to feel alive can you (x2) take me to the moon where it's not heavy on your back let your shoulders down they're not under close range attack look down on the world and see it's nothing that you lack specks of who we are fill up the pieces in the back from you

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Vikki Gilmore's debut album Mental Backroads follows an introspective journey of self-discovery along a metaphorical road trip through transformative life events and ever-evolving relationships with others and oneself.

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released October 20, 2023

1-Prelude From The Moon: Mathieu LeGuerrier (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics)

2-Dashboard Blues: Mathieu LeGuerrier (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics)

3-My Gravestone: Mathieu LeGuerrier (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics)

4-Stranded: Gert Taberner (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics), Mathieu LeGuerrier (Drums), Ali Kouri, Matt Rogers, Nathan Gagne (Chorus), David Tallarico (Master)

5-If I Wrote You: Jacob Liutkus (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics), Collin Steinz (Bass), Sol Azrieli, Adrien Buccella (written guitar part)

6-Mental Backroads: Mathieu LeGuerrier (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics)

7-Claim My Throne: Mathieu LeGuerrier (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics)

8-Pieces In The Black: Mathieu LeGuerrier (Producer), Vikki Gilmore (music & lyrics)

All songs mastered by Trillium Sound Mastering Studio

Album covered designed by Tyler Piechota

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Vikki Gilmore Montreal, Québec

Inspired by everyday life and the vast intricacies of being human, Montreal-based artist Vikki Gilmore’s empathic insight and wisdom beyond her years resonate in her songs.

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